I discovered that one can rest when weary but never should stop the journey. That I should never wait for something that can make me happy but seek the opportunity to be productive and eventually be happy in the long run. That with proper training and development with the addition of being interested and focus nothing is impossible to be learned. And now here I am ready to face the world that I was hiding from. Seeking for that opportunity, willing to be trained, ready to accept the challenges of the new beginnings.